To be completely honest, I have never thought I'd be this smart to make something like this. Life really do be ridiculous, one moment some cell is created--then the next second you're working on a website with Kanye playing through your ears like the masterpieces he makes. And what is it all for? End up working a 9-5 at Microsoft and becoming a husk of yourself with ai sooner or later taking ur job.
Not only that, I tried making this for myself. but I bet in ten years, i will have forgotten this had existed. Which i think is what's best for anything me, to be forgotten. This will be the only thing i'll have people to see how i feel about stuff. Which as it is now i don't think will ever be that meaningful. no person was given any right to be born or to be loved but yet God gave people the priveledge. But some as myself will never experience or understand that privledge only from interprations from otherss, in forms like musics, movies, paintings, anything that evokes that same love some people have.
I haven't shown anyone this side of the website yet for i worry about how people perceive me. I don't want to end up more of a failure than i already have been. but if there is one smart person here reading this, i do not have a mental illness or disablity. go find someone who actually needs help instead of connecting the dots like an estranged conspiracy theorist.
But the thing that makes life so beautiful is how bad it is. There is perfection in imperfection and everyone is an example of that. If someone wanted love, then attained it, then what? u can't always get the things you want and that makes it worth trying to achieve it. God is testing your willpower to see if you are strong enough to tank it. But that's not the point to what I'm saying, actually there is no point in this long bubble of text. You could be doing something productive but here you are looking at some stupid person's website. Is it just to procrastinate? Is it to look for some mystery like it's Scooby-Doo? Is it just because you were told to look at it? It's probably all of them. But then again, what would you do with all this time?
i want to give special thanks to:
Sam
Ben
Sol
Campsoup
Landin
Keanu
inspirations from:
Terry Davis
Kanye West
Surfs Up 2 (with John Cena)
Club Penguin & Club Penguin Remastered
From, Micah.